there is after all something to get excited about. for one, i've got a new set of friends... or at least a budding friendship. i really don't know yet how it will go, but at least i've got something to start things with.

we've had a few exchanges of views in print - it was okay. and then i've got a tentative schedule of hanging out with them. though one said she's not really allowed to go out in places we have mentioned. she only goes to this sosyal or classy places (at least that's how i see those places) for one, she's got a pure chinese blood and her parents are strict (that figures) but she can hang out if she goes out to those familiar places (familiar to her parents that is).

still bumming around... i've got work to do, just that i don't have the energy nor the will to do them. that is why to give them passers-by a notion that i'm actually working, here i am working on my blogger post. hehehe... at least i'm not surfing.. if that makes any difference.

well, they see me pounding away on the keyboard - that seems like working, yeah?

another day passing me by. i wonder why i'm always this lazy during fridays? like i just wanna bum...like what i'm doing now. hehehe... sometimes when i feel this way i think - maybe it's time to move on to another ground. not necessarily greener grounds, just different. here i go again. i wonder what i'd do on monday? tomorrow, i'd probably laze around the whole morning then leave for Q.C. in the afternoon and sleep over my father's house so me and my sisters could go together to the dentist the next day. that's a sunday! then i'd go home to mom. hectic weekend isn't it? got to get ready for it.

while waiting for my friends to come out... i got to open my blog.. why do i open this blog the last? dapat nga ito ang una kasi dito ako nag ra rant and rave about anything and everything that pisses me. i should have posted what happened last monday. i was so depressed over i think was an unjust accusation, but was able to get over it the next day. thanks to a friend who seems to always make me laugh. kahit hindi siya nagpapatawa. after a while of talking to her, okay na ulit ako. and i thought... i wouldn't let your mood or your unjust and unspoken accusations affect me. hehehe...unspoken pala paano ko nalaman? eh sa me third ear ako eh. if third eye can make you see what other people cannot see, then i have a third ear... kasi i can hear what others can not hear.. i can hear what other people don't verbalize but is actually thinking of... yeah! like that unjust accusation. i'm being stupid. it doesn't take much to know that a person is pissed off at you. unless that person is so super tupperware that you can't see it in their face what they're feeling.

on this case, i think she overdid it. like why don't she ask me first what or where did the problem came from instead of just assuming it was my fault? oh well... that was eons ago. actually, just 3days ago but it seems like it happened ages ago. ganun kasi ako, galit tapos wala na. ano nga sabi ng isang friend ko - galit titi. hehehe... matigas sa unang hirit tapos lalambot din agad. hahaha...

siya!

wish ko lang... hindi ma misinterpret ng isang tao ang aking post as some kind of a parinig. well it is but not for her.

oh no!!! got to really hurry lest i exceed the one hour i alloted to this... otherwise, mawawala na naman ako sa budget ko. as if... wala naman talaga sa budget ko ang expense na ito. for one, i could always access my account sa opis. yun nga lang i have to take chance na maaga magbubukas ang network.

oh well... ang gulo talaga ng isip ko. nang maka receive ako ng balita from that gal... naaligaga ako. tas eto na naman ako at iba ang iniisip. saka ko na lang kwento pag mahaba na ang oras ko dito sa aking blogger. on the other hand, i could always write my thoughts on paper diba and transfer na lang sa blog - o diba mas mabilis iyon?

ciao!