Sunday, May 30, 2010

are you ready?

what in the world will make me ready to accept all the good things that could happen in my life?

i have been wondering if there's something i'm not aware that is making me un-ready for all the good things to come into my life, otherwise known as blessings. i've been thinking this because its been a month and i have not received a single inquiry on my posted ad. someone's viewing it, but no inquiry. is it the ad? does my ad lack something that would move viewers to prospective buyers and actually inquire and eventually close a deal?

marami pa siguro akong dapat ayusin. ganito ako mag isip kasi ganito ang karanasan ko.

whenever i wanted something to happen badly - it never does. only when i'm ready. and when was that? when i am sure of what i want and why i want it and when i'm no longer in hot pursuit of it. all three must be present. a clear goal is necessary, a clear objective is required. and of course, i have to be calm. hahaha!!! which often i'm not. so at peace more likely. at peace with myself and that elusive dream. still wanting it, but not willing it to come. just letting it come to me in its own time and pace. only, i'm too impatient most of the time to just sit and wait.

patience and perseverance. i just realized that they come in pair. persevere patiently. hmmm. pwede ring patiently persevere. okay...then i must. persevere and be patient. calm the storm.

Sunday, May 02, 2010

tears for fears concert

spent may 2 with friends at araneta coliseum watching tears for fears concert. although i'm not a big fan, i do know some (as in 3) of their songs - mother talk, shout and mad world. hehehe...that's it. they did a michael jackson song that made the crowd go ga-ga.

it was fun because i saw my friends having fun. especially ms. paham (the girl who knows a lot of things).

it is true that you don't know what you got till its gone. but i'm glad they're not really gone. just that our meetings are few and far between. i missed those times that we would just let our hair down (after the boss left the office) and shout! shout! let it all out! while working overtime. working is fun with these girls around. we work while playing. we talk nonsense. and all things corny. we sing, we dance, we laugh, cry and let it all out.

you don't know how special these moments are until its gone. lucky for me, they're not. just not occurring as often as when we were still office mates.

miss you girls! love you all!

ooppsss...i forgot the "everybody wants to rule the world!"