are you ready?

what in the world will make me ready to accept all the good things that could happen in my life?

i have been wondering if there's something i'm not aware that is making me un-ready for all the good things to come into my life, otherwise known as blessings. i've been thinking this because its been a month and i have not received a single inquiry on my posted ad. someone's viewing it, but no inquiry. is it the ad? does my ad lack something that would move viewers to prospective buyers and actually inquire and eventually close a deal?

marami pa siguro akong dapat ayusin. ganito ako mag isip kasi ganito ang karanasan ko.

whenever i wanted something to happen badly - it never does. only when i'm ready. and when was that? when i am sure of what i want and why i want it and when i'm no longer in hot pursuit of it. all three must be present. a clear goal is necessary, a clear objective is required. and of course, i have to be calm. hahaha!!! which often i'm not. so at peace more likely. at peace with myself and that elusive dream. still wanting it, but not willing it to come. just letting it come to me in its own time and pace. only, i'm too impatient most of the time to just sit and wait.

patience and perseverance. i just realized that they come in pair. persevere patiently. hmmm. pwede ring patiently persevere. okay...then i must. persevere and be patient. calm the storm.