hokey. so i got into another argument. the one that says get out of my life and find yourself someone who can be who you want them to be.

or something like that.

remember the butch who opted to stay in my life come hell and high waters? well, she just had her hell and high waters day. i just hope that this too shall come to pass. and leave us still together. for whatever reasons...

i really shouldn't hold on anyway. i really should let her go. but i know this is just one of those silly arguments. where did it started anyway? from a single comment gone wrong.

isn't that how things always gets wrong in this relationship? its always something the other said that gets into the wrong context and blew up out of proportions. but as someone said: small things are indicative of something deeper and bigger. there's some issues hiding there that's raring to get out. but we choose to ignore it. so it comes out as petty arguments blown out of proportions.

oh well... face it or life or fate will create a bigger scene or something like that. i read that from my horoscope - heed the signs or else, it will make itself heard in a more dramatic way. arggghhh!