Saturday, August 14, 2004

with only 17 minutes to spare..ooppps... make that 16 minutes before my time is up - what could i say? one, i'm sure glad that the testimonial of that bitch is gone (shyet, naiirita ako!) and secondly, i wonder why am i feeling this way?

finally, i got a "date" with the girl i've been eyeing for the longest time. well, in an on and off fashion. i'm not sure kasi if i wanted to pursue her or not. nothing's sure. better na siguro na ganito ang feeling ko kaysa naman giddy and excited tapos wala lang naman pala sa kanya yun.

maybe... i shouldn't expect anything. tama naman yun, except that i kept on thinking about her each waking hour. sa gabi, napipigil ko pa sarili ko. then i find myself thinking of her pag kagising ko. between the conscious and the unconscious, i would often catch myself dreaming of holding her... etc...=)

ei! i have a new phone already. i was supposed to post my thoughts last, last week... when was that? ummm... this first weekend of august. when i was having a fit, feeling depressed and so lonely, i let myself be entertained with a purchase of a cellphone. no regrets... only -- now i have dipped into my savings, i will have to find ways to save again... bills are just around the corner.

11 minutes to go... what else should i post? wait na lang... i'll keep you posted on what happened this week. next week she says... i wonder when next week? will it be a wednesday or a thursday? whatever... i need to go home early. ay! paano kaya iyon? wala pala ang aking ina? sino ang magpapakain sa pusa? letseng pusa... hindi ba pede wag siya kumain ng isang araw lang? hehehe... ask ko nga si nanay if i can feed that darn cat in the morning and then the next morning na ulit?

9 minutes to go... got to use that remaining minute to shut this down. bye!

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