what now? now what? i know that my apple has been writing to her friends... and i have yet to receive one from her. that's one for my ever active imagination. well, maybe she's just enjoying the attention and is not really interested. Maybe? maybe i should stop saying maybe...i should stop. Stop whatever hope my imaginings are taking me.

checked her friendster account and she just checked her account. no word from her there... anywhere,not even a post in the bulletin board. dedma... if i remember right, i did wrote her after she left. and i told her to keep in touch. naghihintay na naman yung gagah na ako na naman ang magsimula ng communication. dapat kung love ko talaga siya, i won't let this get in the way of reaching out. but noooo... i have to make this an issue. bakit ako na lang nang ako ang nagsisimula? why can't she ever make the first move? BECAUSE... and get this in your thick skull --- she's NOT interested. gets? kaya kung ako sa akin, i'd get the hell out there and find me someone who is interested and also interesting of course. DARN!