Saturday, July 02, 2011

rainy saturday afternoon

why can't i get over this feeling? i'm just hoping that things would be better after july 19. i shouldn't expect it to be. but i'm hoping fervently.

confrontation is better that keeping things inside. and i guess i'm feeling this way because i am not facing this thing head-on. am i being immature? why can't i assert myself? why am i allowing that one person to ruin my day? why am i allowing that one person to make me feel inferior and inept?

i know i am not. i am making lots of mistake because i'm being lax. i'm being lax because i feel that no matter what i do, she will always find something wrong.

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