dreaming of shoes

medyo nababagabag lang ako sa dreams ko ng shoes.

siguro mga 3 to 5 days (or nights) ago, i dreamed someone asking me to try on a pair of shoes.  the shoes were not really me so i declined.  i said its too big. but she insisted. and so i wore it and it fits! then she asked me to take it off and gave me another pair of shoes. yun daw ang bigay niya sa akin kasi magkasing size lang naman daw yun nang pinasukat niya. it was a girly flat shoes, i tried it on and it was comfy.

then last night (morning na actually kasi  morning na ako natulog), i dreamed that a man gave me leather sandals. this man i supposedly know is an ardent suitor (in my dreams). i tried it on and it feels comfy. but had this strange feeling that if i accept it, that would give him the notion that we're an item. so i talked to him and asked if he thinks accepting the shoes means accepting his love (ngarks!) and he said - aren't we? so i returned the shoes to him and told him i am not in love with him because i'm in love with somebody else. so i wrapped the sandals in plastic and returned it to his bag.

the thing is, why am i dreaming of shoes? will there be a change in my role in the coming year? o ibabalik ako sa dati kong division at gagawin ko ang dati kng ginagawa? sinoli ko kasi yung shoes. hehehe...pero in my earlier dream, i accepted the my-not-usual shoes which is comfy din naman.