again...yesterday. i got into deep waters with a friend. or should i say an ex-friend? why would still be friends when her parting words were: good riddance! why oh why should i waste a second of my time thinking of wasted friendships. if were really friends to begin with.

i don't want to make excuses... i've had my share in this quarrel. but i'm not about to go back or take back what i've already said. life sucks when you cut ties. but it sucks even more when you hold on to something that isn't there...like friendship. parang pakitang tao lang ang pakikipag kaibigan dun sa ungas na iyon. okay lang... someday i might have to eat my words, but for now, i really am not making any efforts towards reconciliation.

nakakapagod din namang maging kaibigan ang isang iyon.