its time to go. got to meet friends for dinner and talk. but i just got to put this into words. i miss atz so much. its all been said before...i can't go on holding on to the past. i've got to let go and move on. i can't move on unless i let go.

i've been looking at our picture and i can't help but wish i could hold her in my arms once again. feel her body next to mine. i want to be able to embrace her and kiss her once again.

right now, i'm listening to the song "way back into love". the last movie i saw just after atz broke my heart. and all it does is remind me of her.

i miss her so much.