naka alis na rin ako sa letseng bahay na iyon. here i am again, ranting and raving about something that i just can't do anything about. ito yung other side of self-pity - sour graping. so i think i should just drop it and go on with my life.

is there something new brewing? yep! it's my imaginary lovelife and social life. o di ba? me love na me social pa?

so what's new with me life - i moved out of hellhouse and moved in with... i haven't got a name for it yet. in a month maybe... i don't think it'll be anywhere near hellhouse. hirap talaga ng hindi nagkakaintindihan at super supressed and repressed people. kung ano-ano ang nakikita sa iba, hindi tignan ang mga sarili.

stop! sour graping lang naman ako eh... diba sabi ko move on?

so i did moved on. literally, lumipat na ko ng bahay. although i have to go back and pick up a few things i left there pa. isn't that exciting? i'll be travelling from that far flung place to the office everyday of my life. or until that special girl of mine reciprocates the feelings and we moved in together. saan kaya kami titira? hehehe...

daming possibilities... then there's aaliyah (that's my pet name for her)- a new girl in town whose got the looks and the groove. ummm... but she doesn't measure up to my apple. pero, potential. in case pagulungin ako ni apple, me alternative. i'm not beeing an eel... just exploring the possibilities and probabilities. i don't want to be alone. who wants that? and every relationships need work. goes the same for working into a new relationship.

of course i still prefer apple. kaya nga apple of my eyes siya... sana mahalin din niya ko. as it goes, hindi ko pa rin alam kung ano ang standing ko. pano, di ko pa rin naman tinatanong. in fairness sa akin... di ko rin naman pinopormahan si aaliyah noh! crush material but i'm not pursuing her... yet. until i get dumped by apple at least. or until i get to say how i feel... and i get dumped. hehehe... para kasing out of my league si apple - hard to reach. kaya hindi ako magkalakas ng loob magtapat. shyeet, ertop talaga!

oh well, a lot has taken place and i believe and feel that my life is taking on a new course for the better. i feel a new career move in my life, i feel a promotion... new friends, new love....new problems/challenges that will make me grow into a better person. naks! feeling optimistic talaga ako ngayon. is this what lack of sleep does? yung nawawala sa huwisyo ang tao at nag i illussion?

i think the rain stopped...i wonder why it's raining so early this month? it's still supposed to be summer. nope, not complaining... got my umbrella here. sana naman hindi siya masira agad kasi sobrang mahal niya no? as in 200 +.

yung barely breathing blog, dapat i delete na... la naman nagpo post dun eh. nakakainis lang.

my social life... me bago akong friends. though hindi pa naman kami ganun ka close. i miss my bestfriend kong bianing. one constant in my life... i hope she remains in my life for a long time pa. miss her na...